wow...it has been 4 years since I posted.  So much has changed since my last post.  Funny how that happens.  It's amazing what facebook and myspace did to places like livejournal.

I am not 18 years old today. Which means I can do lots of things......likeeeeeeee buy porn, lotto tickets, go to the casino... and pay 300 dollars for books:

Well, last night was certainly interesting. went to Hooters last night with about thirty people. Then went to Miss Q's pool hall. That was interesting when these guys decided to start breaking pool cues over someones back and then the cops came. Then came home and had an interesting online conversation.

Well, i believe it has been four months since i've updated. lol. Anyways, I don't believe in this livejournal anymore. I don't even feel a sense of relief when i unload all of my mental shit. So, in a way I can't guarantee many updates. Anyways, school starts in 3 weeks, im pretty excited except that the girl i love is going to ann arbor. Oh well, time will tell.

Well, it certainly has been fun lately. I hate being a senior right now. There is a bunch of shit that is going on right now. i gotta worry about the grad party and then paying all my stuff for senior stuff. Then wayne state is sending me a bunch of crap of orientation stuff. Well, i gotta go rarrrrrrr IM BUSY!

AHHHHHHHHHH Im so blah right now. Its almost like I feel like i don't know who i am.....its weird and cool. I wish there were so many more people to talk to in school that i don't know. That would be sweet.

YOu know no offense but livejournal is just a pity party. In a way. This isn't pointing names but, in reality everyone's LJ is depressing. Even mine is depressing and I have also come to the conclusion for the most part on why people post in LJ is because of lack of self confidence or self esteem. WE bitch about things and talk about how our life is shitty just so we can get that reassurance from our friends that we are decent people. And I realize I have done that so much without realizing it and i'll probably keep doing but, I beginning to realize that this livejournal bullshit is a waste of my time. Seriously. Again this doesn't attack anyone individually.

So I realized that Van Halen Best of Both Worlds is def better than their 1984 cd. Although, '84 had some sweet stuff. Also, Where the Levee Breaks is my new fav zepplin song rite now.......yet i must hold true to Kashmir and Stairway. ALso, anyone who listens to the doors, isn't the ghost song sweet? I realize thta all of my friends and i should begin smoking dope because, we listen to the right music for it. That's right this goes out to sean and Jack. I almost bought a morrison t-shirt yet i didn't have the means. Oh well, I can't wait to be poor for the next four years of my life when im in college.I'm going to bed.

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Right now I've have indescribable(sp?) feelins for someone. For those of you who know the situation, you know where I'm coming from. One can probably say that they remember me saying something about past girls being awesome, and all that bullshit. I guess I was immature, hell I still am. I'm done denying it. But, what I do know is that some feelings I'm feeling right now kinda scares me. I mean it's a good scare in a way. She makes me feel like no one else has made me feel. There I said it again, but there is 100% truth behind it. She is unlike anyone I have met. I could go on about all the details of what makes her great and what not but I would run out of space to type in this box. Everyday I want to talk to her more and more. The days in between seeing her aren't enough. It almost feels like an addicting drug that i can't get enough of. It just scares that a connection was made so quick and in the month and a half I've known her it was like an instant relationship. It's cool and scary at the same time. I guess I'm not used to people being exactly like me in a way yet so different, if that makes any sense. I've never been so happy in my life...ever. I'm a happy person, I feel like nothing can stop me and when I do come across things its like she gives me confidence I never had. In fact it's hard writing this because there is so much to say but I just can't find a way to explain it. I'm just on cloud nine right now.

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AHHH IM soreee......ME+RUNNING+LAZINESS+ME HAVING A SMALL BENT WEINER=Mike having his body amputated from the waist down.......Talk about being past the point of delerium. Ekim Leap thats my new name can anyone figure out why?!?!?!?!?

We can pack your bags and leave tonight. Anyways, I'm tired as hell. I ran like 2 miles and I DIED. GOOD GOLLY MISS MOLLY. I'll be looking forward to shedding off the poundage. She rocks my world. That's all I have to say for now. ANNNNYWAYS, yea I suck at advertising maybe i can wake up one day and be FUCKING ARTISTIC! That would help out a lot seeing that I can't DRAW WORTH SHIT! Actually, I'm not bad but Swia is going to BITCH me out:( Anyways, I'mmmm fallllingggg asssleeeeeepppp asss I amm typpingggg thisss....

Im damn tired. I wonder where i will be in 10 years. Im kinda out of things to talk about right now. I haven't updated. I still gotta write a script for our commercial for STUCO. I gotta revise my proposal a little bit i gotta change somethings around. Im kinda sad right now. Some people know why. I don't know why i feel this way i mean it was only two weeks...wtf. Oh well shit happens. I know im going to regret saying this but, I cant wait to graduate from Warren Woods Drama High School. Snowcoming is coming, i need a date to that or hell i think im just gonna go stag. Anyone wanna go? lol, shit i gotta write an essay for a scholarship DARYL WE NEED TO WORK ON THAT! I want a new car. I want to be non-single. Funny Christmas was a week ago and already im asking for next year. I wish i could just fly away to a tropical island. Sip drinks and lay by the beach. Just someplace with an upbeat lifestyle. Michigan is too depressing. Anyways, I gotta finish some shit.

Hmm....after today i realized something. I gave some freshman a ride home today after subway, and i realized that i don't feel like a senior. I mean I feel like a senior, but it just seemed like when I was a freshman the seniors seemed so old. They seemed like they were 30 and I was just this little kid. I still feel like a little kid and as all of you know I sometimes act like one too. HAHAHA. I donno maybe its just me. Anyways next week is Thanksgiving and it is absolutely going to rock because no fucking AP History bitches. Also, I have to work today tomorrow and Sunday doesn't that suck cock?! well, anyways I gotta work on my AP history. I will talk to you guys later.

Well, its time to update. I actually have one second to update. Get this kids, I miss all my friends in Ann Arbor, Kalamazoo, Mt. Pleasant, East Lansing, South Carolina, and wherever Grand Valley is. I miss them so much. I still want to go to the commons and see the old crowd from last year. I know its my senior year but it just doesn't feel like it. I've finally come to the conclusion that people are moving on with their lives. I need to realize that in 10 months I will be too. I guess Im also just fed up with the damn homework I get. Ok any underclassmen who read my livejournal NEVER TAKE AP HISTORY. Yea and ontop of that I have other classes, I have a debate on Thursday, I have a quiz tomorrow and i have to write a paper for AP due by Monday. Oh and did I mention that I work 20 hours a week? Isn't that lovely. Freshman out there, go back to middle school. Yea i know we have better food and there are hotter girls in High School but life gets too complicated. GRRR. Sometimes on my home i just want to go on I 75 and just drive south until I hit Florida. Because, i know when i get home I have millions of hours to do homework. I barely see my family or friends. I feel like a hermit, I miss the old days of when i could call up the people that left for college and do something with them, we weren't wrapped up in school thats 200 million miles away. I know people have been gone for over a month but it's still hard. Then sweetest day is this saturday and that is seriously the brightest holiday ever for me. frickin hallmark holidays, I LOVE THOSE. Wait i don't have one of the requirements for a relationship....time. It's like one giant cloud is over my head. I don't even have hockey to watch to take my mind off things, oh do i miss the color commentary by Mickey Redmond. Bingo Bango baby. Well, I guess there are positive things in my life, I'm healthy, I can inpersonate anything....well thats not something to be overly excited about but still. I just realized i am rambling like mad right now too. haha. I feel better having of written this. I guess the quote is right "The two hardest things to say are hello for the first time and goodbye for the last"

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Date:	2004-09-30 15:55
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Music:	The Doors: Love Me Two Times

Your Penis Name is: Little Juan

17!!!!!!!!!!!! HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! as of 8:39 AM!!!!!!!!!

Went to the TIgers game with Dennean :) and her family.  I HAD SO MUCH FUN! I didn't want the night to end..........oh well there will be more times.  Today got the stent removed and went to the BBQ and now im home.....and of course...............

TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY!!! 17!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have been in more pain then I thought I could ever endure. TWO WORDS. KIDNEY STONES. Yes I had/have two of them. So lets take a trip down memory lane.....*goofy memory music playing* Sunday night I am basically where I am now, typing along and having a good time. Then the pain hits in my left side in my back, and basically two hours later I am in a fetal position on my couch. I then told my parents that ok time to go in to the E.R. so we jump into the car and wait in the E.R. till midnight then i finally get seen and hooked up to an I.V. and then the juice me with the best pain medicine:). I didn't officially get admitted till 4 A.M. So, I get a CAT scan and KUB X-Ray and haha good news TWO KIDNEY STONES. Yes, kidney stones the only other pain that someone can get that is they say is painful as child birth. Sooooo.....I get released monday morning/afternoon and got to go to Dennean's pool party :)..that girl rocks my world. Anyways, Tuesday morning I wake up with more pain but subsided(I stil had both stones inside me when i left). Then that night I was in so much pain AGAIN that i went back to E.R. and the pain was worse that the first night. So i got admitted at 10 and oh yea i didn't even need pain medicine because then the pain went away. Then I got to enjoy wednesday because i just sat in the hospital watching TNT ALL DAY LONG! Then the doctor said I needed to get a stint to help the stones pass and releive the pain. In case you don't know what and where a stint goes.......lemme inform you. They take a metal piece and go up my pee hole and it gets put in my urethra. IT WAS SO PAINFUL WHEN I WOKE UP. Especially when i felt them pull the cathader out of me. OH yeah and on top of that i couldn't go to the bathroom because it burned so bad and i couldn't eat because i felt so sick and i still had pain from this stint and then I STILL HAD KIDNEY STONES! Then there was blood in it too.. I'm sorry this is so graphic but this is just a taste of HELL i've been through. So i got discharged last night...and I passed one of the stones and now im just waiting for the last one to pass. Ok but the best part of this whole ordeal is that they gave me medicine that turns my pee different colors!!!! IT rocks!!! lol I'm so easily amused...so HOW WAS YOUR WEEK?!?!?! lol